Fail, fail, fail. It's Monday, is it not? A weigh-in day? Well, I haven't weighed myself. I really don't want to, I know I haven't lost anything. And I don't think I mentioned it, but I use Calorie Counter to keep track of what I eat and how much exercise I do. Ugh, haven't used it in a few days though. I just want to be normal, ya know? Like, eat normally and not have to keep track of every little thing. Hah, this will only last for a few days, no worries. But I just keep thinking, if other people can eat normally and not be fat, why can't I? Ugh, not fair. :(
But on a better note, life...is going pretty good I think. I'm getting my temps soon, and I'm considering switching schools next year. All my friends right now are seniors, and they'll all be gone after this year, so it's not like I have anything to keep me at the shit-hole of the school I currently go to. And a new start would be nice...new people, new guys. ;] (and hopefully and new, skinny!, me?!) Because right now...ugh, I think I have feelings for my ex again. Which I have no right to do, considering I broke up with HIM. I dunno, I'll see him @ school tomorrow and maybe then I'll be able to figure out whether I really like him again (dear god, I hope not!) orrrrr if it just has something to do with the fact that the last time I saw him (also the first time we've hung out since we broke up), I ended up drunk and on top of him...haha, all clothes were on of course. :p But yeah, don't worry 'bout it, I'm just venting. Ignore me haha.
Oh! One last thing...uhhh, 2 followers?! Sweet. That makes me smile. (:
xxx